DEAD BLOG

i can't pretend like i'm okay being JUST friends with you. i wanna go back to how we used to be . i know that's not possible . she loves you alot . i can't bear to hurt her . but many people have been asking me , 'but you love him too right ? so why should you let go when they're not even together ?" i hate these type of question . they always make me go speechless . sigh.. i put the gun at my heart . will you come back and pull the trigger ? MABMW